Unsualtruckingu, 50

I am 34 company driver, I have been driving little over a year now but have been in the industry for about 4 years now.... I am currently in a relationship that feels like dead end and the sad thing about it we are mutual on that however love is a crazy thing and makes us do crazy things... I feel like I drive that truck everyday alone.. I just wonder if there is a true country gentlman whom is honest,knows where he is going in life and what he wants,unfortunatly I have yet to meet this person who can stand by there woman and be a man at the same time..I have always worked for what I have and never expect handouts... Yes I am a college educated,self motivated and a woman with a heart.. Being in this industry and coming from a excutive lifestyle I have learned not to believe the first thing some people tell you.. I have been told I am serious about too much,I look at that like its my last day on earth cause no one can predict if they wake up from a nights rest or get to their destination safely...Are you laid back, honest and who has goals and can hold there own self without monetarily dependency.. Then please do contact me, I would like to falsify my belief there is that someone out there...