Beachlover32, 47

Update: Sigh.I am looking for chemistry- but that is undefineable. I am looking for a man full of integrity and honesty and values- but in order to find that you must open yourself to meeting those that are insincere, and dishonest along the way.I am looking for someone who wants to give us a chance,not feeling like he is missing out on dating other women by the time he spends with me. A man who wants to give us the chance to soar or crash, the chance to get to know each other. to being involved in each others lives, to realizing there isnt anyone else you'd rather be with than each other.As for the date part- its more about who you're with than where you are. I've had more fun running errands with the right man, than at dinner with the wrong one.…a man of substance…one who is honest and true….has a career loves his kids (if he has them) and is active in their lives….I’d love to meet a man who has his own interests, but wouldn’t mind giving them up once in a while because it means being with me…the man who wants to spend his Saturday nights with me, who sees a pretty woman and can appreciate her, but would never think of being untrue, because to do that would mean hurting and losing me….A man who thinks the room lights up a little when I walk in it. One who wants to share his day with me, and feels better after having done so. The man that makes me laugh when I feel like crying, and the one who knows just when words are too much and holding is all that’s needed. The man who can make me get butterflies in my stomach when he kisses me…one who grabs for my hand when he walks- almost absentmindedly- the man who thinks I’m his best friend, confidante, and girlfriend…all wrapped up in one complex, but unique package.I'm looking for the man who sees through my bravado a little and realizes I'm not nearly as strong as I seem. The one who not only wants me, but likes me; who knows how to be friends with a woman too, Its the wanting AND the liking tha